如果。。

如果当初我没表白, 这结局会不一样?
如果我没这么胆怯, 我会有机会吗?
如果我没那么不顾后果, 我们会是好朋友吗?
如果我没爱上你, 我可以不用忍受这心痛吗?

What should I do?

Walao, keep having insomnia these few days...stucked in my own thinking whole night. Yup her birthday is coming up...and no one seems to doing anything, or I been left out; uninformed..well anyways..I don't know what to do..>< throw her a party? stay quiet? arr...

In my mind, I wanted to do something for her..really wanted to do...but she won't like that =(...but if I don't do it, will it be sad? She seems like looked forward to it...

Wrong move..again??

I guess posting my feeling in fb is a bad idea...no more next time! She is all fed up now, I think

怎么办?

这么办?又想你了。那两年多的感觉, 依然那么强烈。。。

卑微

越来越不了解自己了, 爱得那么卑微, 就只求那点温暖。。。这么辛苦,为了那不可能的梦。我怎么了?