怎么了

呵呵, 坏事接二连三地来。不懂怎样应付了

水瓶座的我~

很喜欢星座，他们说，水瓶座很爱研究，很理性化。。可是我，一直认为自己是典型的水瓶座，最近发现自己超情绪化的。。情绪化到了失控的地步。。

最近压力很大，功课，教会都很忙。。有点喘不过气来。。情绪都一直大幅度得波动。。理性和感性一直不断地交战，好累啊。。

一直吧别人叫我怪胎当赞美的我，发现自己的那一套不管用了。。一直寻求着改变，那个人生的转弯处，在那里呢？

我太喜欢钻牛角尖了，每次就是跑去让自己卡着。。要好久好久才会跑出来。。然后过不久又跑去钻。。==

好喜欢那有自信的我，感觉自己好耀眼的。。=）

Random Update ~

Ugh! How long has this blog been dead? Well, time flies, when think back, is like just a flash of light and I am in forth year of my degree! which is my last year in Kuching...Hate to think that, I have attached to Kuching. Well, life goes on...

Getting hardworking on my studies although sometime I still feel lazy xD....

There is quite awhile I dint actually write, so kinda hard for me to come up with thingssss for the moment. Hope I will have feels to update again =)

Ow, I trying to not write any emotional stuff, if I do, there will be alot! Last, I love my God, friends and her =)

累了~

我真的累了，一根蜡烛两头烧。。再加上心灵根本没得寄托。。

什么嘛？开始在乎了，总觉得别人都只会利用，总觉得好心没好报。。开始不想再做好人。。

一直得逞强，都不想给你看到我的悲伤。。害怕你哪可怜我的眼神。。可是那掩饰的武装，撑不住了。。害怕面对你的关心。。不需要你来安慰。。

开始造墙了，为了保护自己，堵住了所有通往你的世界的道路。。

这地方再也不属于我了。。开始要踏上新的旅程。。谢谢你给的伤痛，和美梦。。

风不会为谁停留，但一停留了，必有伤害。。

如果时间倒流，我选择不爱上你。。

A long recently~

Ugh..this blog is so dead..thx to the fb...hahaha..all my feelings and ideas all in fb...well, but I dont wanna give up on this blog since I paid my effort to make this blog nice and beautiful.

Been busy with studies and church. Time flies, is just like it is already half semester gone in just a blink of eyes. struggling to keep up with my studies...as usual hahaha...

I am dealing with depression for quite a long time, but now is all well now..hehe..my method? I think only I can use...I force myself to fake my happiness but then it become real happiness..woohoo..like this also can hor? anyway, I am enjoying my life now..erm, take away the study part..den I am fully enjoy...

Maybe I am getting old, I tend to forget things...and more and more ppl address me older than my age..==" Yea thx girls..now I got nick name liao...=="

Well, busy road ahead, treasuring any rest moment I have... children camp, presentation, AHHH..my life is so colourful..thx God =)

Thats all for now...dun feel like write in detail..haha and I ady forget most of it le...anyway, good luck and enjoy life guys..God Bless~