Mistake~

Made a big mistake..haiz, why will I become like that...seriously, I need stop myself and start think back..haiz..

2011..thanks for everything

2011, what a year...I have a lots of break through in this year...Fell in love, get hurt, get loved..confessed for the 1st time after 20 years, and get rejected, received confession o.O...Tried Durians, Learned Swimming, Enjoyed hot springs, Get massaged, Tried bamboo clam, and a lot more...all of this, will be my precious memories... Thanks Lord for giving me all the opportunity to enjoy all this..

2012...I will make you another  interesting year!

错的人？

哇哇，想不到，考完试了还要烦。又要搬家咯，好烦！但现在总能安心一点了。牺牲了报佳音的时间，为了安排屋子的事，唉！

干么就是不敢跟她说呢？唉！爱错人了吧~

成长~

成长最残酷的部分就是，女孩永远比同龄的男孩成熟， 女孩的成熟，没有一个男孩招架得住。好经典，好现实的一句话。而且我深深得体会到了。

我的堂妹，开始为着自己的未来铺路了，以前和我一样沉迷上网的她，最近都没看到她在网上了。我爱的那个她也靠着自己能力赚钱了，上大学的路也为自己安排好了，弟弟的事也安排得妥妥当当的。俐莲，从我和她交往时已会为家里打点一切，为了不辜负父母，放弃了自己的梦想，接受父母说要的。彬茹，都没用父母的钱了。

还记得 SHE 的 《不想长大》，我的确曾有过这想法。看着身旁的人，一个一个都成熟了，再看看镜子里的我，那么的孩子气，那么不可靠。开始也想长大，成熟起来。话说，活在那光圈里的孩子，永远长不大。那光圈，是指依靠的人吧？

我因该自律了，因该少依靠别人了。因该长大了。

流星~

今晚天晴，刚好是流星高峰期。我看到了两颗，用了哪两次的许愿机会在你身上了。

这几天都在忙考试的，很累很累。对你的感觉慢慢的减了，这感觉很恐怖。不知是好事还是坏事，我的心很不安。

以前，多么希望能放弃你，现在，要放下都心酸酸的。

为你而战~

打了一战又一战，都在跟自己打。虽然很想放弃，但那已不是选择了。坚持了这么久，就这样放弃，我想我会不甘心吧。还有，自己早已把后路砍了，没得回头了。

到底还有多少关呢？你还会等吗？

柯震東 - 請比我愛她， 这首歌，唱出了多少年轻人的心？同样是柯震東－《有話直說》，这首歌的意思，多少人想要做到啊？

现在的那一战不好打，根本都不知怎样面对啦，一直都在逃。不想逃了。为了你，我不逃了。希望你还在另一岸边。

Life~

Time flies...in a blink of eyes...2011 almost come to an end...so much happened...blah blah blah...almost every year end I writing like this haha...Well, exams is around the corner...and I am struggling to prepare for it...hate this feeling, why cant I be more discipline?

Just like that, I fall for her almost 1 year le...still cant get the courage to tell her...=(...ahh..how can I tell u?? what will be your reaction? Elmer told me, no need to worry about other, just put 2 ppl in mind can le...quite agree with that..I read your blog...old post but made me realize something...you said, when you truly love someone, you wont be jealous, but send all your blessing and wishes...I have so much to learn...

Seeing people excel in their life, make me wanna be one of them...but currently I somehow cannot foresee my future. Should I just leave that issue aside and focus what can I do now? or I need keep tat in mind and do what ever I can? What is my dream? and what is yours? future, makes people worry...Sometimes, I wonder, why do people have to grow up? the more we grow, the more our mouth bent downward...pathetic facts of life...

but no matter how hard...I must live on, for you, and everyone...thx for be in my life...