Tuesday~~

Morning~ Same as yesterday...work work work ><" but today slack abit... =)...we just arranged the lecture hall, and refilled the classrooms' tables...and I went to play badminton also =)

Afternoon~ Working~~~

Night~~ =) My housemate Pat actually cooked for us again xDD..nice~~and i Ate 3 plate of rice o.O...maybe I was too tired and her cooking is nice hehe...den went out with Alvin them to yamcha

Thats my day~~

Those shitty feelings gone after I release my grip~~but that doesn't mean i let go ady~~

Monday~~

Woke up at 7 smtg becoz i need to go for work...1st day of work..it turn out not what I expected LOL...I accepted Aaron's invitation and worked for facility department at Swinburne..Report myself at office at 8.30am and omg...the boss is in shitty mood =="..well, what can do??

1st task..move the broken chairs from both male and female hostel to store...one thing I learn, girls are violent o.O...by comparing the amount of broken chairs...those girls have killed at least twice more than boys o.O...they even kill bed frames too ..scary...

2nd task.. move the projector screens higher...this task quite sien as those class room we need to work in, have class in there most of the time...so we spent most of our time waiting =="

3rd task..arrange the tables at the lecture hall back to original arrangement..LOL...well, we leave it for 2mr xD...

well, duno is good thing or bad thing that we have senior to work with us...one thing i know, this job is tiring..><"...after the job, I spent my evening time sleeping and go dinner at 9pm =="...this makes those talk at direct selling more and more realistic..how many people actually love their work? even there are plenty of them, the facts still no matter how much you work, what you worked is not yours...is for the boss ==", your time is boss's, you dont have freedom..traditional works...

That's my day for today~~

I still struggling to find my dream since I was young...or maybe, I did have dream, is only that I dont hold on to it...another thing is, after I recover from the broke up last time, I dont have anyone to share my feelings..><"...maybe as an Aquarius, no ppl can understands..

Sunday~~

Morning - Today is the third Sunday of this month, but as usual I went to church...and I just realize I involved in singing every Sunday in this month LOL....

Afternoon- Order a big bowl of kolo mee for Rm5 at kenyalang..but it is quite worth got many ingredient inside. after that, spent the whole afternoon in youth =)...after back from church, went for jogging awhile..==" jogging sure isn't my thing, jog one round ady lost all my stamina =="

Nite- went kch fest for dinner...Last day of kch fest, as expected, so many ppl at there o.O...many leng lui also =)...

2mr working...hehe...although the pay is OKOK only, well, at least can kill time...smtg happened today and made me so happy =)...thats my day...

Saturday~

Okay, I woke at around 5 to send alan and ah wei to airport...Freaking tired as I slp at 2am ><" after sending him, we finally have chance to have a nice long sleep, who knows..he called again and say donna's key is with him LOL..there we goes again ..and he treat us rm30 each yay! thx =)

Morning, basically was sleeping after sending alan and ah wei

Afternoon, went out to have lunch at chili padi den back to sleep again LOL

Nite, went to the opp talk of symphony tree...well quite nice =)

2mr I will be singing again ><" 3 weeks continuously...well, I guess  wanna sleep again...these few days, negative thinking keep get into my head, I not feeling so well, but WHO CARES?? ><

Friday~

WOAA...Okay, today is a big day at my house...we having a bbq party tonite =)....

Morning...woke up quite early as Aaron need drop his things at 7am...waited him till around 7 smtg near 8..den I lazy to sleep back ady~~

Afternoon, went out with elmer and adrain to fetch ah wei and find a money changer as ah wei need to change some money back...den we have our lunch at McD...

After back home, start preparing for the party...wash floor, set up pit...make drink, went out buy some left out goods...collect ordered food...TIRED!!

Nite, the party started..well, I guess everyone have fun =)..

I guess I shall end here kinda too tired to write in detail...Lots of things in my mind and heart...oww ya, sry to heard that my cousin's phone get stolen...be more careful next time...

I miss someone, I care someone, I like someone, I love someone~~

Thursday~

Its already down to Thursday, time pass so fast~~

Morning...basically is doing ntg...just went to the nearest construction site and steal some unused bricks to make a bbq pit ><"

Afternoon, went out to buy things for bbq...Its gonna be fun 2mr =)...

Nite~also went out to buy those remaining things...

Busy whole day...just for 2mr...hope everything turn out well =)...duno what to write...thats all...

Wednesday~

Morning...woke up quite late...whole house quite empty as Alan and Pat, I think donna also went out...Cleaned my room, and change some of the furniture place =)....Have a fresh look and feel in my room hehe..

Afternoon, I was slacking, den Pat suddenly say she wanna go sing K LOL...we went few places to ask, all are full o.O wow...at the end, we went to Crown plaza, the sound system is kinda bad...but still usable =="...we sang  our heart out LOL...den we went kch fest to tapao smtg...MET SOMEONE SPECIAL unexpectedly..so happy =)...and I regret to buy tat cha kue...It is nice, is just it make us wait song damn long...so sry everyone ><"

Nite, I reach home just in time, after came down from alan's car, i str8 jump on rev's car LOL....and went bible study, was expecting someone to be there but she din come =="...well, had some great time at there...=)....

Thats my day~~trying to cure my heart, trying to free my self from other ppl's opinion and how ppl look at me...I keep telling myself I am who I am...well, it seems din work out well..gonna keep trying ><"

Tuesday~

Morning...woke up and play guitar awhile...den went to sch play badminton..so long din play ady, lucky my skill haven rust =)

Afternoon...Played badminton till about 2pm den went king center for lunch den back home, bathed and put my cloth to wash, den slp at sofa for awhile...=)

Nite..went to church for song practice...thats all

Thats my day~~

I wonder being sensitive is good or not...maybe i think too much ady~~ haiz...well, life goes on...JYJY self =)

Monday~

Okay, its monday, the day that most ppl hate...becoz sch and works back again after the week end. well for me, this monday is my exam day ><"..

Morning, HEAVY RAIN again OMG, and so nice to slp ><" woke at 8am, exam at 9...LOL...thx jian siang and melvin come fetch us go sch ^^... Okay, still have abit time to study ...chiong for the last few minutes ...ok, times up, enter exam hall....freaking cold exam hall ><"...lucky i brought my jacket...

OMG, teacher's tips is inaccurate OMG die ><"...I tried my best...and bb to HD..or maybe D T.T...I leave the exam all early, as i dont have much to do in the freaking cold and stress exam all...and met aaron outside xD wee, he brought his guitar book...have a nice chat with him about guitars...more to learn yay!...

Afternoon, went RH plaza to have lunch, with alvin, jin, elmer, melvin, rocky and jess...ah jo and cindy tag along too hehe...went to a shop named what 5 stars hainanese chicken rice...freaking ex and small portion LOL..but the weatgrass c was nice hehe...so ps that alvin tio saman as he parked over time...jian siang also =(

After that, went back home rest awhile...at 1st i actually planned to go for a nap, but I remembered jason jo me to play sdo this afternoon...well, smsed him...and played few songs with him...den he left...LOL...I continue to practice few more songs and I was surprise...that i can play some LVL 16 SONGS...yay!

After awhile, rocky and jess came...we waited jian siang come den we go kch fest...arrive at there around 5.30pm...and we was like omg...the Q to buy fried durians is so damn long...LOL...we wonder around the parks at there and took some awesome picture xD...den about 6 we went to "fill" a table LOL....

Nite, still in kch fest...I spent about rm20++ on food LOL...wallet got hole ady ><" but i was satisfy =)...met alot friends at there..too bad "YOU" are not there =="...This is the 3rd time i went kch fest...It was nice..hehe...

Thats my day, my holidays starts now!!! weee...

Sunday =)

OMG...a nice heavy rain in the morning ><" almost cant wake up...the weather is so cold and so nice to sleep ><"...well, i did wake up in the end...and prepared to go church...

When i reach church, my stomach is so hungry zzz becoz i forget to eat the 棕子 ==" well, this is not the 1st time...I kinda lost focus, maybe due to my hungry stomach ><" ....and Jason forget to bring my mp3 again T.T...I miss my earPhone lar!!

Afternoon, is youth time...today event is join a talk from a Japanese speaker...xD I am like played whole session LOL...and studied abit xDD...

Nite time, dun have much to talk about..all i did is just study for 2mr exam ><" ow ya, alvin and jian siang came over to study =)...oh, forget to mention...the  棕子 that i plan to have it as breakfast, when i came back home, I wanted to make it be my dinner..but after i open the plastic, a worm actually fell out o.O and it smell weird...in the end I TROW MY DINNER AWAY T.T

Well, thats my day...a happy day=)

Saturday~

Woke up even later than yesterday...ntg much in the morning...just went lunch with alvin den back LOL...

Afternoon, I spent at church, practicing guitar and singing =)...and I am surprise that I actually can play some drum LOL. I felt smtg when i was in church, abit moody now~~ ><" dun feel wanna mention it here...

Evening, after i back from church, donna asked me to play badminton with her...well, it was quite fun =)... that all the interesting thingy for today =)

Friday~~

Today din touch my study much...Reason is, I woke up quite late and Alvin jo us to go eat lunch, and that elmer pumping in toilet again and waited him for quite some time zzz...Noob elmer. After lunch, is about 2pm+...after that we went back home, but after awhile, alan ask me to pei him go out buy things....coz pat suddenly say she wan to cook smtg for all of us tonite ><"...and donna say she wanna follow LOL

OK, we went to boulevard, bought some florescent tubes and some ingredients...After shopping, we went back home, Elmer and I fix all the lighting while pat and alan cooking...Kinda fail to fix those lighting as we duno how those wires go zzz...we try to fix what we can, but still not working...freaking LIGHT!!...after that, we have ntg more we can do about the light...den we went to clear the drain LOL...we are so random xD...

Okay, after done everything...we went up stair to rest and wait pat and alan finish cooking...until alan come rush use to go eat LOL...coz pat's bf came ady, he kinda ps wan him wait lol..but that time I haven bath...xD..I dun care if he wating xD...i still went for bath hahaha....

wow, the dinner today is so delicious and fulfilling xD ..thx alan and pat for that...den I end up I ate the most == coz everyone keep saying they are too full...=="...well good for me xD...after all the cleaning up...I plan to practice some guitar coz whole day din touch guitar...den donna say she wanna go out...den duno why i actually offer to drive her out LOL...abit regret doing that, coz i need to fetch her back zzz...if i dun need to fetch her back, i actually can go slp ady by now..><"

I should be studying now, but i kinda too tired to stay focus zzz...well...thats my day =)...there goes a day, 2 more days until exam ><"

A Thursday ~~

Okay Thursday, for some reason, last nite I have a full 10 hours of slp o.O...nice ^^...but I din feel any extra energetic ==" Okays skip the boring part ><"

1.30pm, almost late for tutorial class...our last tutorial class for this semester! OWWYEAAHHH...but Class ended meaning coming up next is exam zzz...well..I know where i need to focus ady, but still cant get myself to sit quietly and study! 

3.30pm, tutorial class finished, at the outside of the class, coincidentally all Keiths gather o.O and Ah jo gave use some gift he bought from Aus..Nice^^..It is a magnet gift xD den we actually did someting funny about it xD haha 

This picture is abit dark, but bare with it xD. Mine is the slipper xD, coz i wear slipper to sch all the time ^^, alvin's is the one on the head, a Aus map, the shirt is Elmer's, the underwear is ah jin's, well it actually not a underwear, it is a boomerang LOL. then another one the surfing board is zhe yii's...hahah, ah jo din actually get the gift for him self ><" ...

After fooling with the road sign, we went for ABC ^^...Keiths meeting. K skip boring part again~~

5.30pm, suddenly got the feel wanna go jogging ><" I just realize i have a weird habit before jogging. I like to go for a shower before jogging LOL...I went to jog for about half an hour ><" kinda short, but I quite satisfy with my improvement of stamina...while jogging at the park there, I saw some interesting thingy...1st, I saw a uncle hitting golf ball with his club, and there was a small pail on the ground. I actually pay my attention on him while i was jogging LOL...2nd is a dog owner hitting a dog LOL...I actually over heard her conversation with a Malay woman. Her dog actually went to bite Ppl o.O...thats the reason she hit the dog okay that may sound rite, but after awhile, I din see the owner anywhere around anymore but the dog still at the middle of the road o.O...What is in my mind is, she know her dog will bite ppl, but why she leave it outside o.O...and I think the dog duno why it get hit that time ><"...hope no other get bite again~~

well, thats all the interesting part of my day that i can rmb~~

Today's encounter ~

Today ntg much interesting happened...the only thing that can cross my mind is a stomachache made me wake at 5am ==".

Recently, I keep watching Yui's live performance, so awesome...and made me wanted to play the guitar more ><"

Today, i talked to her in fb abit. Until now, i still prefer hide behind comp to talk to her...wish i have more courage...but no matter i talk to her face to face or through online, I keep feeling her coldness...><" Is tat a hint??

I get to know someone who struggling to recover from love hurt...and remind me of last time ><, now it wont hurt anymore, but I keep feel like i wanna do smtg about it. The feeling of loving someone who meant everything to you but you meant ntg to them is damn hurt.

Today, lecturer actually gave us tips ady, I need to start study ady, but like usual, I CANT GET THE RIGHT MOOD =="...even though I have told myself that I need to get HD for this subj! Should have treat myself better.

One more week~~

Today when i arrive at sch, met some of my frens and they remind me of my final is actually on next week OMG...I din realize it was so near ady...and i haven actually starting to prepare for it...I need to stop slacking around and wasting time on other thing ady...HD pls ><"

Keep get in touch with direct selling things, everyone of them sound like easy money, but what is the secrets?? and traps? Keep feeling that there are something behind the awesome business plan. well should do research more before actually involve in, after my exam of coz. Yesterday I actually 3am then slp becoz of the direct selling thing...I get some info from tuang on what he is selling...he is doing good, well JYJY =). and then I start to further to find out how their plan works...basically, the more underline you have, the more you can rise LOL.

><", Shall go study and do my assignment ady...will update once awhile =)

New blog =)~~

Ahh..finally it done...after hitting so much walls. Thx yi zhen and binru for all the comments ><"...I decided not to use my old blog as it contain too much depressing post and history, and the blog is too heavy to load as those picture are made by me and i dont bother to make it a smaller file before uploading it.

Pass few day, i just had my presentation, everything went well and I very glad it is over!!...no more meetings and research. This is the first time i still have things in my head even i am very nervous!...I just split out all those words without even think about it..o.O...

Next is we got a new house mate next month =)... as kim and pat will be moving out there are 2 room empty out and donna come back =) and alan move in ^^...but one thing kinda bother me is, i need to take charge of the house as kim moving out...><" hope everything will go well for this 27 month!...and the house is so comfortable now after a cleaning and tidy up..=)

I din notice my guitar's neck is actually bent until yesterday when i asked da ge about why my string is so high!...now i trying to bent it back, hope it work ><" dun die pls my guitar T.T. Yesterday when practicing, we actually play with drums and piano..wee that was fun...and my fingers is so pain!!

Assignment is dealing 2mr, i basically done with it, only left the re-write part to make it neat and tidy. =)