New Spec, New life, New Sem =)

The long holiday is only left one week, so much things happen, so much memories worth keeping... but life always goes on, so packs up the memories and moves on...

I haven get my future figure out yet, but now, I will just do my best out of everything...I can say I am a perfectionist in a way that no one recognize xD... I tend to achieve perfect only on the thing I wan.

There goes for me...relationship always not my strength..guess wad? I messed up again... i guess, i stay away from this kind of thing for awhile..

New sem is just around the corner...I dont know what to expect, pray that it is not out of my ability to handle..

Last,.life is never easy, but we are not alone... thx for those who stayed..

My best?

Just now went to watch "The Days Of Noah Apocalypse 2", although it cant compete with those mega movies...but it is very meaningful ... one of the quote they speak hit me.. he said, we do the best, God will do the rest.

I never though of this. My way of living this, effort vs result, with least effort to achieve best possible result, but the result never will be best as I no paying enough effort. I always like to ask people, use 50% effort to achieve 80% better or use 100% effort to achieve 100% better?

I tasted before, the feel of both paying 50% and 100% effort...100% effort is way better only if the result is 100%, but most of the time I have to suffer disappointment. and get beaten by that, then took a long time to get back up.

That quote make me wanna change my way of life, try to live stronger and aim higher!

解脱呢？~

习惯，对我来说是一个可怕的东西。习惯造成依赖，依赖让人慢慢不能独立。

每次都只会给别人加油，自己呢？安慰别人的话，永远安慰不了自己。

很多东西，明明知道不足了，却没办法改变。

眼里的未来，一片黑暗，因为胆小吗？

每天，告诉自己要加油了，却不知从哪开始。

一直都在适应，那个特别的自己，不知去了何方。

每天要面对这些复杂的情绪，不知自己能撑多久。

Before, NOW and After~

Time flies if you look back into your memories, Time freeze when you waiting something to come... but all matter is NOW...The past, is fixed, bitter or sweet, it stay as it is, The Future, which holds our dreams, good or bad, depend on what we do NOW...

Some say, the year 2012 will be the end of the world...so what if it is true? human will die eventually, but what we can choose is either die in vein or die with fame, or at least die smiling?

People live with their own principle, with what they think best..but some time, other's best may sound better, but it may not suit you...be yourself.

I spent 20+ years on earth, learnt so much and yet so much to learn. Being a Jack of all trade, master of none is a pain...because I just cant focus on one and brush it to the max. I lack of self confident, I hate to make decision...

Seriously, I don't know what have I been doing for past 20+ years...like running around aimlessly..I get motivated once a while, but it never last zz...

Thanks those who accompany me up until now, I will remember and cherish...

I am back?

Winter sem is over =) and I should be in KK by now, but due to church camp I have to stay in Kch...Almost failed sia, the resort try to scam ppl zzz...lucky we pull it off ><...fun times ahead?

Okay, i admit it, holiday is abit sian, and guess what? I back Maple...bad decision zz...hope I wont get addicted like last time..and yea, as you can see I change my my blog outlook again =)...give some comments? and the new design system of blogger is so convenient...I redesigned my blog in less than half day...

So much things to learn, guitar, bass, "programming", swimming? and etc...some i forget le, and is too much I dont know which to start =="

"Time flies, every moment is worth to cherish...good or bad, is depend how you want to see it..."