卑微

越来越不了解自己了, 爱得那么卑微, 就只求那点温暖。。。这么辛苦,为了那不可能的梦。我怎么了?

放弃

有些事就是注定要放弃的吗? 就算再不舍得,再挣扎都没用~~

怎么了

呵呵, 坏事接二连三地来。不懂怎样应付了

水瓶座的我~

很喜欢星座，他们说，水瓶座很爱研究，很理性化。。可是我，一直认为自己是典型的水瓶座，最近发现自己超情绪化的。。情绪化到了失控的地步。。

最近压力很大，功课，教会都很忙。。有点喘不过气来。。情绪都一直大幅度得波动。。理性和感性一直不断地交战，好累啊。。

一直吧别人叫我怪胎当赞美的我，发现自己的那一套不管用了。。一直寻求着改变，那个人生的转弯处，在那里呢？

我太喜欢钻牛角尖了，每次就是跑去让自己卡着。。要好久好久才会跑出来。。然后过不久又跑去钻。。==

好喜欢那有自信的我，感觉自己好耀眼的。。=）

Random Update ~

Ugh! How long has this blog been dead? Well, time flies, when think back, is like just a flash of light and I am in forth year of my degree! which is my last year in Kuching...Hate to think that, I have attached to Kuching. Well, life goes on...

Getting hardworking on my studies although sometime I still feel lazy xD....

There is quite awhile I dint actually write, so kinda hard for me to come up with thingssss for the moment. Hope I will have feels to update again =)

Ow, I trying to not write any emotional stuff, if I do, there will be alot! Last, I love my God, friends and her =)