My day~

Woah!! 1st i gonna say what I experiencing now!, immerse in the awful smell of the rotten egg..zzz OMG!! Seriously, the real rotten egg, 1st time seeing it, 1st time smelling it...I swear I never wan a 2nd time!. and it kinda like spoiled the board omg, it cost RM1k man! =( Hope it is alright.

Okay, back to what I was planning to write, haha basically something like my dairy. =) Today is my 1st challenge to no on fb for one week. =) I pass hehe 6 more days to go...and my plan work well, no fb I actually will do my homework...haiz, too bad I need to this method to force myself to do homework.

Last night on the phone with my mom, and she said something surprise me! She actually ask me to go confess too? omg! more and more signs telling me to go for her, but why I still hesitating? I guess sry is not enough rite? =( Lord please give me courage.

House owner already chasing me to pay the rental fee already...still have one ppl haven pay...==", really tired to take charge of this house...being a Mr nice guy is really hard!

What a day....tomorrow is another long day, I will be alright...missed you all from fb

My release~

Yesterday, I finally gather all my courage to post out that status with hidden msg in it on fb...but I guess she din online..well, she missed it...I missed it...I am so tired, feel like wanna give up but cant let go...hang in the middle, disturbed many people..haiz...why is it so hard to tell her tat 3 words? haiz...that 6 words, for some reason, I put all my hope in it...haiz..

Keep saying I am busy, but I cant keep my motivation up...every homework is stacked up...final exam is in less than a month time...the stress is building up, why not the motivation?  everyday, facing the computer, the word homework keep appearing in my mind...

Feel like wanna run away, to somewhere there is no one there...fee like wanna watch the night sky filled by the stars all by myself alone...where is the gentle breeze I dream? seriously, I miss the old time...but my memory faded, is just like I have lost my memory...where are u? the one I dream?

Seriously, Honestly, I Really Love You.

Get hurt and get back up, but every of this happening is just because of me...my own thinking is injuring myself. I wish to stop this, I wish to go on...she is just too much...I don't know why I still hold on...but the fact still there, the feeling, getting stronger everyday...Every time she is around, I get very nervous, I don't dare to look into her eyes, I twist my tongue every time i try to talk to her...well...I don't know what to do anymore...How am I gonna tell her? ><"

Seriously, Honestly, I Really Love You.

=( Sad and Happy =)

Wake up in the Saturday morning covered in gloomy sky, knowing that there are tons of homework waiting for me to mark them as done, but my mind just cant focus as there are someone occupied it. Ahh, life can be much better.

Yesterday, I coincidentally came across a song call "get it right" from glee...the lyrics basically is describing most of the teenage life. Struggling to offer their best but end up messed up and leave with scattered heart, and that is not the end, they have to fix the mess somehow. =( Being a Jack of all trades, I know my best is isn't enough but i tried my best somehow. I can hide my sadness with a smile, but it just wont go away.

Ahh enough with the emotional things,

Last night, our embedded lab finally worked!!! haha, but we killed the adapter. well, we din't actually tested the final coding as we killed the adapter and the board is not working...haha, base on the values it look find hahaha.

My thinking~

This morning, Js come and complain blogger can't is not functioning..I cant and try with a long post but end up having the same problem as his, the post only have the title and no content o.O...haha, now i posting with the new interface which I dont really like...Okay, what I wrote for my post in this morning was about horoscopes, Aquarius male and Virgo Female. The article about Aqua male is somehow very pathetic, I duno why, and that is not the only article about Aqua describe Aquarius till so sad =(. The article describe Virgo female as princess =) wee....

I am kinda regret to reject the offer of rev to ask me to join the leadership retreat...It sound quite fun =( and she will be there too..but I really dont have time to spare, Home works, tests, Assignments, Labs haiz, I wish I can be there...well, gonna back to work haha...